LOVE IS SWEETER THE 3rd TIME AROUND

Love doesn’t have a manuscript to getting right and finding it in a specific general way. It has to come naturally and most likely it has to be unexpected. until love hits me unexpectedly on a rainy Friday afternoon in the middle of May. And my entire mind chooses to run to you.

5 months of bonds is not very long in the grand scheme of things but it’s long enough for me to know how strong our relationship is. I felt no remorse for anything I once did in this relationship ‘coz at one point it is what i wanted most;) The regular trips we made to see each other, those countless adventures we had, doing all things that lovers do and so forth are really treasured. And throughout this passed 5 months, we’ve been in some misunderstandings, arguments, and fights that could almost bring us from drifting apart. We have been dealing and met bevy of people who talks behind our back, keeps on throwing issues and hurled accusations against you. However, these barriers are not meant to hamper us from breaking up but rather makes our love grow and more stronger. In a way it tested our inner strength and more importantly, our devotion and love for each other.

We may not have a love story far better than the fairy tale romance. I am not even as beautiful as Cinderella but still we live happily and shared genuine love. I may not be a perfect girlfriend for you. I can’t even find solution to all problems, doubts, and fears towards our relationship. But then, I can listen, put faith and help you search for answers. I might be so jealous, selfish, have many insecurities, moody, and at times hard to handle. Yet, I never uttered unkind words that would surely makes you left dumbfounded and crushed. I don’t have the capability to forget or changed your past with all your pains and sufferings nor the future with its untold stories. But I assure, I will be there when you need me to care. Will picks you up from your greatest downfall, and comfort your sorrows and pains. Your decisions in life are not mine to make. I can only support and gives you smile for you to get inspired. I can’t give boundaries which I have determined for you but I can give you the room to change, the room to grow, and the room to be yourself. After all the wrong things you’ve done, I never refused to share my life and trust you once again. Perhaps, the more I know your mistakes, your shortcomings, and your limitations, the more I appreciate you.

Everyday, i strive to conserve this relationship that I really treasured so much and lay hold of it as much as I can. And I guess, I’m blissful living each day and every breathing moment with you, contentedly. Believe it or not, I had never loved anyone the way I loved you. Though I’m not totally sure if my love is enough to make you stay. I had fear that suddenly you might disappear. I am unprepared to wake up one day without having you by my side. And if this happens and along your disappearance, I may be lost meaning to go on with life. Yes, I have both substance and spirit but already having no impetus to continue living anymore. YUM, I LOVE YOU ‘COZ I NEED YOU.. and i’m not expecting for too much. I just go with whatever you can give and accept it wholeheartedly. I’m not asking for anything, not even luxurious things. Staying in love and faithful, having a relationship people envied and having an “annoyingly cutttiiiee cute.. cute sweetiiee fiance ” is more than enough for me :))))))))

I am truly grateful and blessed  for having you.. my God’s gift —-james! For at my darkest hour you never leave me. Instead,you wanted to love me at my best. Now i know that romance doesn’t only happened  in fairy tales. Where Romeo and Juliet seems have a famous love story. But it can be in reality.. and that the best romance can be found between you and me..

I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH YUM FOR THE REASONS STILL ENTIRELY UNKNOWN TO ME :))))

Love always,

ZAC<3

“AFTER EVERY GOODBYE”

I have been rejected, been hurt and have been struggling with my relationship with my boyfriend. I came to experienced a roller-coaster ride of living- tragedy, betrayal, rejection, love and triumph. I coudn’t even say if life would still be beautiful as i arrived at this peak of hardship and dilemma. I embark on asking the LORD, perplexed of why things happen the way i don’t expect it to be..

Thinking the fact that I am being left by the person I give importance to and show my care for is so painful as though my very life ha been taken away from me. It is not easy for me to imagine that he walks away without looking back especially when there is no enough reason for him to leave. In that moment, i feel that my heart is shattered into pieces unknowing if it could be mend again. I fail to pursue the real reason on why i fight- to prevent tears. Likewise, I fight for our love, I did everything and believed all the possibilities in order for him to stay… Yet i still saw him walking away from me.

I decided to let go accept this excruciating part in my life. I learned to wipe the tears, stand up and continue to live.

I took all the time to heal emotionally. It’s true that moving on, on the other hand, doesn’t take a day. It takes months or even years before we can get over with it, I should keep moving on for I know life has a lot of things to offer.. and I know someday, true love will finally come to pass.

The heart break I encountered makes me matured enough to conquer the slow death of pain. Honestly, I already forgive him after all the hurts and pains he put me through. In a way he teach me the value of trust and for me to be cautious when i have open my heart once again.

i have learned what life is all about by loving him. TOMORROW, I WILL START THE NEW CHAPTER OF MY LIFE.. I WILL LIVE AND LOVE AGAIN.!!!!!

LOVE QOUTE…..

LOVE QOUTE..

BREAK UP is not the END of a RELATIONSHIP..

It’s the test to both of you.. if you could still continue to LOVE each other

and wait. until another chance comes again.. :))

 

Farewell..

Every day I shall put my papers in order and every day I shall say farewell. And the real farewell, when it comes, will only be a small outward confirmation of what has been accomplished within me from day to day.

_Etty Hellisum_ (This quote inspired me a alot.. ))))

Learning ICT was a very difficult thing for me.. As I took this subject, our instructor required us to have a number of blogs. And I feel so anxious about what to write and thinking some ideas. I always got an absences in this subject but I  felt remorse because of missing some meetings and the topics being introduce to us. But then in the middle of our classes within this subject our instructor told us to make our own website which is the HTML. OHHMEEGEEEd.. I never expected that we have to come up with this topic.. But then I tried my very best just to make my own HTML and just for me to learn  making a website on my own.
As what I have been experienced in this subject, I can therefore conclude that making HTML was totally difficult rather than blogging. And why do I say so???.. well, simply because it takes a lot of time and effort just to derived an excellent outcomes. You have to think and choose some designs that best fits for your website. But inspite of that, my heartfelt thanks to Maam Jackie for her patience and perseverance  just to teach us well and shared her ideas and knowledge to feed us.
Ma’am thank you so much that you are one of our teacher in this semester. We have learned a lot from you. GOD BLESS!!!!! 🙂
This entry was posted on March 31, 2012. 2 Comments

My new close friend..

I  considered the girl beside me as my new close friend this second sem. in my second year existence in MUST because we achieved the same likes and interest when it comes to things, and many other. ;)) She always accompany me and She’s also a better companion. We always go and and having fun and have some trip.. hehe..

I really like her as friend because she understand and give me a good advice when it comes to studies, love, and relationship. She always look the best of me and trying to encourage me. To you Angelie.. Thank you for being such a nice friend to me.. :)))

My profile.. <3

Hi..  I am Jujane Trajano Sagrado. I am from Timamana, Tubod, Surigao del Norte. I am currently leaving at Lapasan, Cagayan De Oro City. I am still young at the age of 18.. hehe. My friends called me in my real name. I studied Public Administration  as a regular student at Mindanao University of  Science and Technology. My friends describes me, sensitive and fragile. I easily get hurt at the slightest provocation. :))

I am the eldest daughter of  Mr. and Mrs. Ramonito Sagrado,Jr. I only have one sister and she is also pursuing her studies in MUST taking up BS in Electrical Engineering. My outlook in life is to finish my study and find stable job at the same time. I also want to work abroad in order to acquire and make my dreams come true. I really want to give my Family a luxurious life and Provide everything they need. I want to let them experience the life of being a part of high class individuals. I do LOVE my family and Friends. They serve as my inspiration to go forward and face life as it is. And most of All I sincerely thanks to the ONE WHO MADE me for giving me much blessings, guidance and endless love. To you Oh LORD ..I surrender my all.

This entry was posted on March 12, 2012. 5 Comments